DEAREST VEGAN COWORKER,
You did not eat breakfast this morning. So I allowed you to get something from across the street. Yes, my creamed-chip-beef over hashbrowsn was good. I know you commented it looked and smelled elicious. BUT MISO SOUP AND A HALF A SPRING ROLL WILL NOT HOLD YOU OVER FOR A DAY!! That was your breakfast AND LUNCH!!! Now you are complaining about being tired, and drained, and oh lordy lord lord you could sleep for hooooooooooooooours. I know you're lying when you tell me you're full. You know, I can't run the shop with you working here and getting paid this way. You are so useless! If you at something more substantial, maybe you wouldn't be sitting in a chair all day with your eyes closed, feeling so weak. Get up. And work. If you can't, eat something that will get you moving that isn't coffee. You don't understand why you arn't waking up from the coffee? WELL, BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO RUN ON IN YOUR SYSTEM.
You eat wrong. Get it in your brain, I told you to get pancakes, but you won't eat it cause it uses eggs. But you WILL EAT FRIED RICE. WHICH ALSO HAS EGGS IN IT. AND COOKIES. AND CUPCAKES.
YOU ARE A MORON.
I have yet to meet a smart vegan.
But class this morning (yeah, I'm going back to school to finish up again, but this time for photo-journalism) and I was very happy. Blaze is a great teacher, really knows what he's doing, and I know for sure I'm going to succeed this class. I find it sad, however, that I'm the only one in the class of over 25 who who has ever developed pictures in a dark room and used a film camera. This is a Digital Photography class. But no one knows how to use film still. I think this is not good. At least Blaze is a great teacher and I know I"m going to learn a whole lot.
I'm feeling better than I did last night. Babcia is actually doing much better. She ate lunch (small lunch) and now even ate dinner. She looks better. It's something you can see; the little flare in her eye, her skin color, her smiling. I don't know what everyone's thoughts are on people working together, or common goals, auras, vibes of love flying from thousands of miles away or just hundreds, but if you truly meant it last night, everyone who sent me wishes, loves and hugs even on the comments or if I spoke to you over AIM, I think it worked, I think it helped, and I know I felt it. So thank you everyone who did that. Maybe there was a small point where we all thought of her at once, but I really think things like that can happen. Whatever it was, she was very bad yesterday and is back to herself today. And so I'm thanking you guys from the bottom, and top!, of my heart.
（●ゝω・）ﾉ【I love you♥】
Grandmom is not doing to well. I haven't been around much for this main reason. In the past four or five days she sleeps late into the morning (11am) after going to sleep ad 7pm each night, and takes three to four hour naps during the day. This is all the while she goes to the bathroom a whole lot, but eats and drinks little to nothing. She hardly, if not at all, eats dinner. I am so worried and pretty nervous above all. We've been taking her to the doctor, and I've been giving her cranberry juice to drink because I think this could be a UTI. UTI's in oldfolk tend to make them sluggish and ill int his way. Grandmom just looks sick
. And I'm very sure she is dehydrated too. It's hard when you can't even get her to drink or eat something.
What really worries me is that she passed up eating chocolate all the time! That is NOT LIKE HER. I used to joke lightly that the day Babcia is reaching the end is the day where she stops eating chocolate..
Back from work early because of Babcia too. I'm going to let mom go out and stick around with Babcia myself. Um, otherwise I've just been drawing lots and getting on a creative flow. I'm having lots of trouble pushing myself and I think it is because of the stress and what not. But I'm getting good at sitting down to do things! Maybe it's because I've gotten a better hold on what is new to hit my life right now.
Also going in for some journalism classes at Drexel so I can get proper work for a newspaper, and to do interviews. Haha, everyone hates journalists e_______________e;; Well when I get that million dollar shot of britany spears and start living in a mansion they won't be laughing at me! Chances are, I'll probably end up doing fashion photography when I hit the co-op program, which I"m excited about. Still.
I don't know........ why can't... why can't i just paint for the rest of my life....
Also took patchouli
's kind offer, and I've been working on drawing backgrounds and character designs to offer to a certain game company.
So... I got lots going on. It's a start. But Babcia's health condition in the midst of it all has not been kind. My art truly.. does change with the events in my life. These images I have been drawing. I'm proud of them, but should I be? I know they will speak to some people. ☏ ☎ IF YOU WERE bjeezus ☎ ☏
Been feeling creative and been feeling sick. But this is all good. I have much to say but am falling asleep so will say it fast... DAMN YOU, SUPER SMASH BROTHER'S BRAWL! DAMN YOU AND YOUR AWESOMENESS AND ADDICTIVNESS!! You also give me a most GRAND and AMAZING rpg idea! Most. GRAND.
&%^)*&$!!!!!! I NEED TO GET THIS OUT BEFORE I IMPLODE.
FUCKING HIPPIES! FREAKIN ANIMAL RIGHTS ACTIVITS VEGANS!!! YOU ARE NOT HELPING YOURSELVES OR THE WORLD. FOOD CHAIN, BITCHES. FOOD CHAIN!!!! AT LEAST EAT ORGANIC LOCAL FARM MEAT, YOU MORONS!!! BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND TO SEE MY STUPID-ASS HIPPIE CO WORKER THINK SHE CAN LIVE OFF OF EATING SEAWEED AND AN ORANGE FOR BREAKFAST AND LUNCH. THEN GO HOME AND MUNCH ON CARROTS FOR DINNER.
She won't eat ONION SOUP because it was cooked in BUTTER!!!!! ARRRRRRGH@^&*&$!^#*&!^%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINE. GO KILL YOURSELF. GO GET PARASITES. It's not MY FAULT you think THE FOOD CHAIN IS A LIE!! WHY DO YOU THINK NATIVE AMERICANS HUNTED BUFFALO? Not lock them up, HUNT THEM. THE BUFFALO COULD STILL RUN FREE. And they KNEW IT WAS THE FOOD CHAIN THEY HAD TO EAT TO. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT EATTING BUTTER WILL NOT STOP McDONALDS FROM SERVING COWFAT BURGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay back to work. I'll bitch LATER.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY. THESE PEOPLE GO AROUND NOT EATING MEAT LIEK THAT WILL DO SOMETHING. They don't actually GET OFF THEIR BUTT and TRY TO STOP ANYTHING. GO to places and consult people, protest, etc. But they will stand around and BITCH ABOUT IT and STARVE THEMSELVES.
The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of a mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one. DUH!
Update on the new Slayer's series. Had you been wondering if it was true Xelloss was going to be the star. I'll tell you now, THE MAZOKU IS A LIE! Lina will be the star as always!
There will also be a lot more related material coming out in the July issue of Dragon Magazine, which hits newsstands on May 20. May is also when the re-released novels with the new covers are going to start coming out. That issue will also contain an announcement about the Slayers Special franchise.
Everything wawws just a little weird yesterday. That's what I noticed. There's was of good going on and lots of bad. I have found there to be only two types of people yesterday, and it's those that are plesantly content or those that are very short-fused. Customers. Boss. Family. I think there was something off yesterday, and I know I wasn't alone in noticing it; Nick did as well. But I sure don't like it being taken out on me. Especially when I'm just feeling like crap physically.
Which is why I am very much looking forward to today. A new day. A new start. And I hope people just stop and think rather than blow up or snap. I guess what I am looking forward to most of all; my first massage. Which I think I'll find out I realy, really, really, needed. My aunt got me some very nice gift certificate for it as a birthday present.
I decided now.. I'm just going to concentrate on myself today.
I felt like crap all of yesterday. Today I feel much better. I think it's a sign.
I DID THIS REALLY FAST SO IT'S CRAPPY BUT SO TRUE
I DID IT SO FAST THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS I DID NOT BOTHER TO CORRECT
I'M THE COOLEST PERSON IN THE WORLD
Mandy!!! ♥ I got your card this morning I am so touched and love you!! ♥ THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
AND I WROTE HER PAPER ON "relativism in american thought"
"mah papar: this class sux. the end.
bai kerry 8D"SECOND DRAFT:
"my paper: bai kerry
a relativism in american thought started out when one day kerry went f00dz shoppin
she thogt 'oh, diss l00ks gud. i will bai it'
and so she wuz enlitend. dats haw she met buddah. day became frendz n kerry reechd nirvana.
"the idea of relativism is that everything is relative. so if everything i write is just relative, why bother writing it at all?"
"why watching my roommate play kingdom hearts II is better than writing papers"
- Music:Koji Kondo- Fire Temple