A SUPER LATE HAPPY B DAY TO NOSHA! BABY. I AM SO SORRY THIS IS LATE. MY BRAIN. HAS NOT BEEN MY FRIEND. I LOVE YOU THOUGH.
I don't think it is right at all that people are meant to be this busy in life. No, I think it's a big giant no. this is not right. No one gets to really enjoy life anymore. No one has fun. It's work work work suffering from this depressing economy. Maybe i say this because all I ever feel I have to do, and all I ever see people do, is worry about money or how they are going to get this or that done because they need money to live and get things done which is true to where we live. No one can sit down and just ENJOY themselves.
I need a good good late night. I need to not have to worry about money and my health. Oh man, speaking of health.. i just.. my discipline on my diet has not been good. I am craving so much nutrition and it's so hard to get what I need. I know my body is in BAD. SHAPE. I walk about the day and feel it. It's terrible because i have malnutrition and malabsorbtion issues. Vitamins or any kind are not my friend, they don't absorb in my body, so I have to get what I need through what I eat like anyone should. But there is so much I CAN'T eat. So I'm going to go see a naturalists nutrition doctor. Because vitamins hate me and counteract with the stomach pills I already take, and I can't eat what I need, and I feel like a dying zombie.
Pasta, pasta, pasta, pasta, tomatos, cheese, tofu, rice, cereal, yogurt, bread. That's all I eat.